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Another boring summer day today, actually I like it since it is overcast and drizzly. It fits my mood. I'm not all depressed or fake-wannabe-gothic. I'm just a girl, thats all a usually happy, bubbley girl, but lately I've been in a funk, like I don't really care, but I don't have the time to not care. I'm just kind of here, being here. An odd mood to be in, especially in summer. I guess I'm just sick of the whole routine of everything. Getting on the same buses, seeing the same people, having the same type of food in the fridge, and seeing the same view when I look out my window. I think that once I'm free (an adult, 18) I'm just going to become a citizen of the world and just travel and then I can change all that sameness. I especially would like to travel to India...
Thats my day get up eat go to cross country take a shower got to bed. wake up and do it again...

I hate those girls at school who are so desperate for a boyfriend that they will go out with anyone who asks them. And then they go all the way or pretty close just to feel like someone loves them! I hate them, why do they feel they need some to make them feel good about themselves? Well, I feel that I'm turning into the biggest hypocrite because I feel like I need someone to love me! God that is terrible! It's just like all theses people are 'in love' I mean groping and tounge action everywhere you go at school! It makes you feel like your missing something. "I want that" Not that whole sex in the hall but the I have someone to talk to. But every guy wants you to go all the way and I'm not like that at all. okay maybe not every guy but they sure act like they do. Whats up with that? I justs don't understand. My friend Anju says that all these guys like me but they never talk to me! I mean if they are so into me why won't they talk to me? And the people I like don't even give me the time of day! I just don't understand! AHHHH I sound so desperate. But If its a question of being a whore of being single I'll stay single. I'll be cool.
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Hey all My first message to you. All I want to say is welcome to you, here I want to share my world with you my drawings, opinions, pictures, stories and stuff going on with me now. maybe doesn't sound interesting but hey thats you.
I promise to let you all know some of my more 'intimate' details later.